For the past few days, I've been living in misery. Oh well, too serious. But yea, being sick and unwell sucks. It was the first time I felt weak, broke out in cold sweat, fainted outside the toilet and got myself a super-disgusting-looking-big-darkpurple-BlueBlack. And it was the first time I felt coke was going kill me (Because I had to breath through my mouth and they are going to block my throat.)
I ate like a crawling turtle with bite size food and gasped for air everytime I drank water. How bad does it sound? I felt like throwing myself out of the building when I see how ugly and swollen I am. Too bad, my coke came to my rescue. I am not fated to die early. With a new proper nose after the bandage can be removed, I am going to let him receive twice as much as I have suffered.
Imagine Sabrina bbq-ing with her frogs and 6 Da, planning to go to China with her mum for a shopping spree, working p/t and knowing new friends, and whoo!, Jake hiding in the cupboard planning for his future with a jail term in consideration. Well, thats life when you do something wrong. You have to pay for it. Please pray for me, for a brand new Ds Lite console and handphone. And payments for my Ward A stay in SGH. Sorry if its all too harsh. Face the fact, man.
♥♥ 5:45 PM
